Aner Wang
The Final Conversation by Julia Graves
When you were dying, I
told jokes, bounced the air
like a balloon. Hid
the pain, no point
in dwelling. Some days
I travelled in that grey
elevator, full of strangers
and mum, fighting back tears
thinking I can’t do this. Couldn’t
be that person making light
conversation about suffering
and football scores. What did I
know about suffering and football?
Yutong Lu
Then after you died, I continued
to fill your shoes, making jolly
conversation, playing fast and lose
with truth. My partner noticed
how I was around my mum: different,
lighter, on the same page. Because
Ally McKay
the unstoppable trait to cheer-up the world
is written in my DNA. The unstoppable trait to joke
about death - when it scares me shitless -
is hard-wired within me. This is our way
of coping.
Katherine Chen
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We are extremely grateful to the Third Year Illustration students at Edinburgh College of Art, and Harvey Dingwall for making this collaboration possible. The Citizen Writing Group is part of Citizen, our flagship communities project which is supported by players of People’s Postcode Lottery and through the PLACE Programme (funded by the Scottish Government, City of Edinburgh Council, and the Edinburgh Festivals, and supported and administered by Creative Scotland).
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